I need a vacation!!
I’m having a really tough semester. This is the last one, but it’s been hard all the way around. All my grades have been good, so far, but I can’t escape the feeling that I’m sinking. I got a test back today with a 92 on it. That’s an A, and while I’m happy with it, I’m not happy. I have no idea what’s wrong with me, but yesterday, when I was stressing over the cost of moving home, Matt accused me of looking for things to worry about. Though I was put-out about it at the time, I’m starting to think he’s right. Why can’t I just be happy with the good grades and the fact that I’m going to get my BA at the end of the semester? Maybe, it’s because I don’t really believe it. I’ll believe I graduated when I get the paper, with my name on it, as proof. I’m so freaking freaked out!
You know what I need? I need everything to just pause so I can take a vacation. Maybe go to Mexico and see the Aztec pyramids (which are actually more like ancient Babylonian ziggurat’s than pyramids, but whatever). I nice cancun hotel would rock right about now. Warm air, the ocean, a pool. Yes, I need a vacation, then I can go into the last half of the semester, really buckle down and get this thing done!
Unfortunately, there’s no vacation in my future. Instead, I get to stress over the statement of purpose for my grad school application. Bah, humbug!
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…..`·.¸.·Kristyn
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Honey don’t stress…it does no good… trust me I do know that first hand and I think you know what I am talking about. Things will come together… I think that the end of an era, so to speak is what you are feeling…it’s always hard when something is changing in your life, even if that something is a positive. Don’t worry, you will have your BA very soon and your Masters not long after that. As far as moving expenses you will find those also…You said that your FIL most likely will be giving you and Matt that house…when you sell it you will have your money to move. You will have a paying job in the Fall and I am sure you can save some money out of that also. I do wonder tho about Matt… Is he gonna be good with moving here? I really think he will like it once he gets settled in and gets work here and all. Cali is a liberal state afterall…that should make him happy… not to mention the beautiful beaches and mountains…Oh and the desert sunsets…. I could go on, but you get the point.
Love You!! Mom
PS. Don’t worry be happy!!
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I know I shouldn’t worry, Mom, but I can’t help it. You make a good point about the end of an era. It’s hard, I’ve been in school soooooooooo long, what with going, then droping out, then going back, etc. I’m happy to be graduating, but I think I’m a little scared. I’m such a wimp.
Matt’s good with moving to CA. I think he’ll like it there too and he’s like me, he’d like to live closer and see y’all more. I’m really, really looking forward to it!!
Love you, too!
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